As time goes by...

from "For the first time..."

There is always a time we are sad and we feel down but our friends are always there for us through our ups and downs. Yuki was really supportive to me as a friend, she became my inspiration with all the things I do.

Yuki and I start to hangout together and enjoy our time. This was the time when I felt a different emotion towards her. It feels like that I'm so afraid to lose her. I was really confused that time of what I feel. "Is it love or infatuation?"

I knew that my mind was not playing tricks over me. I really knew it was love that I felt. I'm really afraid to admit it to her because I might lose her if she don't feel the same way that I feel but would I have a choice???

We were hanging out that time when she recognized that I was so silent. She asked me what my problem is. I answered with a question, "Can we just talk about it later?"
She agreed but it feels like she was being so cold to me that she wouldn't talk to me at all.

As we separate ways, I started thinking how would I say all my emotions.

We had our conversation on a telephone. It was the time I admitted what I feel. I really thought it was the end of our friendship though it was.

But it was the start of a new beginning for us as "LOVERS"